Here goes....

So - as my 'description' states, I am a first time blogger.  Excited? A little.  Nervous? No.  Curious? Unbelievably.  I just want to know what all the hype is about.  I can totally understand the releasing feeling of getting ones feelings out, whether that be in a diary, blog, or yelling at a partner...but to have these private thoughts aired to the public?  Kinda cool...  And it's not like EVERYONE can see/read them, just those who are as curious as I am...also kinda cool.
So I think I'll start my blog where I today - remembering how I used to be! haha

I remember I used to have a myspace account..or I still do and it's totally neglected...and I wrote a sort of blog/vent that went something like this;
"Is there a book out there that states a time limit for how long one must be in a relationship with another, before the cut-off date for being 'in love' that I have NOT read?  Is there a 'times up, you're STILL not in love, you should probably cut that off' border? If so...why have you people been hiding this from me?! A lot of time, energy and cupcake baking could have been saved on my part..."

Now, reading it, I remember exactly how I was feeling - the rantings of a girl who was just NOT getting what she wanted from her boyfriend of the time.  I was so amazingly in love with him and he JUST wouldn't give it back!  It's sweet really, to look back on it now.  Now that I'm in a completely different place.  I'm married now, and not to him :)  I moved to England, met the man of my dreams, and got hitched!  The rest...is not history, but is happening now.  I can't say I wish I never went through anything that I did before this, because I wouldn't be here, and nor do I feel like my life is just how I wanted it - similar - but nothing is ever exactly what you wanted it to be - but it can be better...  That's what I like about life - this is OUR STORY, our time!  Whatever happens every day in our seemingly meaningless lives, are pieces of our story, each with various chapters and new beginnings and interesting endings. 
Anyway, this blog is going to be my story...even if no one reads it.
xo